how I feel.

i don't know why, but i feel very emo this whole week. i don't know what to do anymore. i always ask myself this question, why am i still here? why am i still alive? life always seem so miserable to me. bad things always happen to me. only a few good things happen to me. time is never enough and NEVER will be enough. i just don't understand the meaning of life anymore. i just want an easier life. is that so hard to ask for?